omg.... someone is f!#$$%&rikin' hotttttt.

forget black men.

i wanna get me sum a that.


 

--- i  jin ---

HOLY SHiT EVERYONEeee !!

* IT'S SNOWING RIGHT NOW *

beautiful...just beautiful.

...
........
...actually..it looks like a frikin blizzard out there.
..it looks cold.

.but i'm sure its actually really warm out there.





hey.. where's my house?!

slowly, i think i'm waking up..
but it still feels good.
its funny how life works.
when i step out of my worn out shoes
everything is in place
good, bad, it all seems the like.
i look at my self from a distance
and i think "wow, shes one lucky girl"
and i smile
and  that's how i get thru each day.

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awesome quote :: credit to ejun //xikrnchicaix

¡°Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don¡¯t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren¡¯t as good, but easy . . . So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they¡¯re amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who¡¯s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

¡°Share this with other women who are good apples, even those who have already been picked! And . . . Men are like a fine wine. They start out as grapes, and it¡¯s up to women to stomp the crap out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.¡±

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haha...awesome.
the best feeling of all time:
knowing that you frikin OWN !

well that too, but i was originally gonna say
being loved by someone.
anyone. it really doesnt matter who it is.
unless its the freak that sits behind you in class and eats his boogers..
other than that,
thank you everyone for filling my life with such meaning and joy.

The NSX...
..sexy, cool, fast, loud..
just like me.
..puhaha..
...no?
dammit...

//edit//
10.25.04

Naboonnamja: hey ing dont ever change.... dont become cool be like this all
the way until we meet again
LaDyxbALLerrr: lol i hope i dont
LaDyxbALLerrr: i really dont
LaDyxbALLerrr: i dont even want to go to college
LaDyxbALLerrr: becasue i'm afraid that i'll change
Naboonnamja: haha.... you have to do that
Naboonnamja: you cant change
LaDyxbALLerrr: i dont HAVEEE tooo
Naboonnamja: because i like you how you are
LaDyxbALLerrr: me too.. i'm so happy with who i am right now
LaDyxbALLerrr: and everyone else is happy with who i am
Naboonnamja: hehe... i told you
LaDyxbALLerrr: but i feel like all this is just a really good dream and one day
i'm gonna wake up  and its all gonna be gone...

is this all just a good dream? 
i keep asking.
you tell me that its not.
but i dont believe it.
i dont want to wake up...
i really dont.

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i drew another picture today.
this is me in my happy place.